New Years is almost here, huh?
Time goes by so fast..how long have i had this account, 3 years?
Honestly..i can say that this has been the worst month for me..
Its not really because we diddnt have Christmas,
Just realitys all sinking in..
I should be happy that my nephew was fiannly born this month,
But just everythings been like an ongoing hell for me.
My dads getting worser..much worser; he thinks he"ll be leaving to Seattle sooner than he thought.
Dosent help not having our own place..
All the houses weve looked at weve been turned down on.
haha, & that Alex guy?
Yah..dated for 2 weeks then he dumped me, He diddnt give me much of an explanation ethier.
Basically he just played with my emotions & stayed with me until he found someone better than me
& the thing is i actually developed feelings for him..
lifes a bitch huh?
Everything..Every fucking thing is just weighing me down.
I dont really give much of a damn anymore
You know that sharp feeling you get in your chest that makes your heart feel all heavy,
and your tummy twists & turns in knots..your throat clenches up & your eyes began to sting..
Nothings changed, just got worse..
hahaha, u know whats pathetic?
Im ranting on and on about all this shit & most likley most of you will ignore this,
Not that i care of corse (:
My comp hasnt been working very well it shuts down like litterally every effin 5 mins,
its irratating so i give up..Sorry guys there isnt gonna be much art from me for awhile.
Sorry friends~ (KATZY- I"ll try emailing u Ruwa's ref when its all done, u can use her to rp too if u want)
I need a break anyways..
I has skype on my ipod so..if you would like to take the time to talk add me..or something.
Sparkman631
Merry late Christmas/x-mas & happy new year.. have fun.
I give up.